Tuesday, August 11, 2009

today

today i decided i do not want to have another child. today i can not handle the three i have. today has been full of crying, whining, throwing fits, screaming, biting, giving up. today i want to escape all by myself. today i am grateful that school starts next monday. today i feel like a horrible mother. tomorrow....

8 comments:

Caleb T Ricks said...

tomorrow will be better and you will know how much better becuase of yucky days like today - sorry it was crummy - it will get better!

Susanna said...

Don't give up sweet Cyndi! And never decide something permanently on a day like today. Wait until a day with ice cream and laughing and bubbles and a cool breeze to decide you've had enough boys.

You're an amazing mother. I know it.

Shelly Turpin said...

we need to be closer! We could go on a jog together. :)
We all have those days. I am sorry today was a yucky one for you. I also wish we were closer so Michael would know me and come to me when you needed a little respite.
I'm praying. Love ya so!

Melanie said...

You're my hero, Cyndi. Seriously. I truly don't know how you do it, but you always seem to be smiling. I hope you got some good hugs and some "I love you, mommy" before they went to bed to make up for the madness.

Just go in and watch them sleep. That's when it's easy to love them. ;)

Justina Selim said...

Here's to having no more children! Haha. This is weird but reading your post actually made me happy. It's nice to know other mom's have days like me to and that I'm not crazy for it, haha. I do hope u have a better day tomorrow though. You are a wonderful mama!

asiaelizabeth said...

I only have two and dont want anymore! Your an angel in my book!

Shelly Turpin said...

I like your new background - it's so cute! It's so girly :)

Anna said...

I wish I could say I didn't have days (more than I'd like to admit) just like that. Thankfully, they always pass . . . eventually! And I keep hearing from Moms who have older kids that this is the hardest time of our lives. This time, right now. I think surviving is success!